What's the point?

It's been 5 days now since we've last seen PonyBoy & Johnny. I've managede to get some more information from Dally. So far all I know is that, Dally is going to see them every week to bring them food. Also that they have shelter, and are in a place that no one will find. I just wish that Dally would tell me more. It's hard going to work, because all I see is PonyBoy in all of my pictures. Darry is taking it harder than me though. He knows what he did is wrong, and is scared that PonyBoy is going to die, by killing himself because Darry thinks that PonyBoy thinks that Darry, doesn't love him. I keep telling Darry that, it will never happen. It's hard to sleep, I keep reaching over to find PonyBoy sleeping under my arm, but every time I reach over it's empty and it brings tears to my eyes. Darry hasn't slept in the longest time, he's gone 24-7 looking through streets trying to find any trace that PonyBoy is still near us. I just hope PonyBoys fine and will come home soon. It's lonley here.